It has been a long day..

Today's morning just like my usual morning..
Woke up in the morning, clean myself in my little bathroom, ate my breakfast at the table, watch the TV and started switching the channel over and over again.
Days had become bored and more bored..
I wonder when is the days of mine is going to change..

I went to school as usual.. I went into my 1st period class as usual too..
I stared at the dawn as unusual..
I saw the moon that's going to disappear.
It seem like the moon's fate in same as mine.
Always show up when the host are gone.
Always has to rely on others to live.
Always has to pretend the nature that aren't mine.

Pressure has made.
Until I run through the whole field after school.
It started raining, the sky is crying for me.

Pity.
Until I met a boy.
His features are so appealing, beautiful, is like a paint by an old master named as the face of an angel.
He has those breakable eyes, fair skin and pure black hair.
He was sad.
The rain drop has camouflage his teardrops.
But why?
I stared through himself to figure him out.
Until he flinch towards me and ran away.
I wanted to chase after him, but I can't move my body.
I still staring at the place that boy stood, taking a deep breath.
And finally walk away, back to my own sweet home.

After having a hot bath, I decided to went down to get dinner.
Once again I met that boy, the inhumanly beautiful boy.
I called for him, he turn back with furious eyes.
I was nervous and curious, but I still take my courage out to face him.

"Hi."
"Yes?"
"Erm, I was you today at the side field,"
"And?"
"I wonder why..."
"Is none of your business." he turned away.
"I just curious." I turned away too.
"It frusrated me, you know."
"What so frustrated of? What's more frustrated than being told off by a stranger boy because of concern about him?"
"I'm sorry. I don't mean to. I'm just not in the mood,"
"So that's the reason of tolding my off?"
"No."
We shut up for a moment, and it came twilight.
"Why are you so depressed about today too?"
"About the day?" I never thought he did pay attention of me.
"Me too." His face turn so delicate, it hurts me.

We chat so much about each other.
We never put a limitation towards each other.
I never felt so free before towards a stranger.
When the days called an end, he send me back to my lot and went back home.
I never known his name.
But I'm thankful that God has gave a great present for New Year.
I hope I could meet him again..

Curiosity, Pride, Freedom.

Curiosity, Pride, Freedom.

Every one of it attach into a chain.

Having a high curiosity will always bring losses. Losses like pride, everything we curious about will make us sacrifice our pride to get it. But in the end we always rewarded by numerous of fulfillment and exciting.

Having a noble pride will always quarantine our own freedom. Other than that, we have to control our curiosity to remain highly privileged. And the award is to get respect from others, to get authority.

Having a great deal of freedom will always bring influence, losses, dependent. Freedom was a center line between pride and curiosity. But the most funniness fact is everyone want it so desperately.

The conclusion:
Choose 'Curiosity' is the most dangerous decision.
Choose 'Pride' is the most torturing decision.
Choose 'Freedom' is the most unachievable decision.

What is your decision,then?
Decision, decision, leads toward the passage of life you choose.